Hi Honey,
No one is to blame. Neither you, nor me…maybe I’m just a victim of circumstances like you. And since the circumstances surrounding our relationship have changed, I don’t anymore know if I can handle things the same way I’ve handled them before.
I love you so much it hurts to say goodbye. But I am ashamed to admit that no matter how much I love you, no matter how deep my feelings already are for you, I cannot stay in the relationship anymore and fight for you, for us. What is there to fight for? A future with you which looks very uncertain? It is difficult to stay and fight when you don’t know what it is you’re fighting for.
I know and I acknowledge that I am fully to blame for everything. I was forewarned. I knew what I was getting myself into. I thought you could shelter me forever----that you would be careful this time and that I wouldn’t get hurt. But the carelessness on your end and too much snooping at my end seemed to be lethal.
You will forever be a part of my life, thank you for making me a part of yours. I will always remember you and the past months with a smile.
I am writing to say goodbye.
Don’t get me wrong. You have made me happy by sharing yourself and your life with me. The memories will stay in my heart forever.
At the same time you have managed to keep my feet on the ground, always reminding me that my life is my own and no one else’s. You taught me how to fully comprehend what real love is and to make me see how two incompatible persons can actually become real friends and true lovers.
We dreamed together!
We dreamed together!
Laughed together!
Whenever I needed your comfort and strength, you were always there for me.
Our relationship has gone through a lot of things but we were able to weather the storms together, mainly because we knew how to properly steer the relationship back to its proper course.
I guess the only thing that went wrong is falling in love with you, and the accompanying issues of where this relationship is really headed to and the roles that we both play in each other’s lives.
I guess the only thing that went wrong is falling in love with you, and the accompanying issues of where this relationship is really headed to and the roles that we both play in each other’s lives.
No one is to blame. Neither you, nor me…maybe I’m just a victim of circumstances like you. And since the circumstances surrounding our relationship have changed, I don’t anymore know if I can handle things the same way I’ve handled them before.
Your presence and your help will not matter anymore. I have to heal my wounds alone.
I will miss you. I will miss you very, very, very much. I’m not as tough as I thought I would be. But I will try so hard to be strong… I do not want to do this but I must.
You told me time and again to expect the worse, or assume the worst, so that when the time comes I’ll be ready. But the expectations and assumptions are different to reality and I’m caught off guard.
I will miss you. I will miss you very, very, very much. I’m not as tough as I thought I would be. But I will try so hard to be strong… I do not want to do this but I must.
You told me time and again to expect the worse, or assume the worst, so that when the time comes I’ll be ready. But the expectations and assumptions are different to reality and I’m caught off guard.
I love you so much it hurts to say goodbye. But I am ashamed to admit that no matter how much I love you, no matter how deep my feelings already are for you, I cannot stay in the relationship anymore and fight for you, for us. What is there to fight for? A future with you which looks very uncertain? It is difficult to stay and fight when you don’t know what it is you’re fighting for.
I know and I acknowledge that I am fully to blame for everything. I was forewarned. I knew what I was getting myself into. I thought you could shelter me forever----that you would be careful this time and that I wouldn’t get hurt. But the carelessness on your end and too much snooping at my end seemed to be lethal.
You will forever be a part of my life, thank you for making me a part of yours. I will always remember you and the past months with a smile.
You have been the love of my life without me expecting it. Maybe when our paths meet again, the wounds are healed and we’re both happy.
I have to go now...GOODBYE!
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