HE did it...AGAIN!!!

I did not opened my facebook account for a month now...the main reason is...I don't want to check his account. Lets face it, the temptation is so strong and I am not yet 100% ok. BUT...I'm trying to move forward, deal with the pain and forget everything.

Again, my insticts are working today....I opened my FB and there it is...one friend down... he deleted me in his friends list. He's so immature. Honestly, I knew this would happened but not so soooon!

I'm just sad that it had to end this way!

Now I have no choice but to let you go.

This is it!


No turning back!


No regrets!


They say time heals all wounds...lets see!


They say everything happens for a reason...though I just can't see it now, I m hoping that when that time comes, I could finally say, "thank you for letting me go"


For now, I hope this song will help me get through this dark path faster.


When the Last Teardrops Falls
by Blake


It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

[Chorus:]
When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be

When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown, oh yeah
Will there be a time when I'll fall in love again?
When I was meant to walk these streets alone
If there was just one wish I could be granted here tonight
It would be to have you right back by my side

Now it's time for me to find my happiness again
And the emptiness from missin' you
Will never ever end, baby


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iB1xS0UqtHo