I MIss You...

I miss you when something really good happens,
because you're the one I want to share it with.
I miss you when something is troubling me,
because you're the one who understands me so well.
I miss you when I laugh and cry,
because I know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow,
and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time,
but I miss you the most when I lay awake at night,
and think of all the wonderful times that we spent
with each other for I know that they are all we will ever have anymore... memories.

Missing you isn't the hardest part, it's knowing that I once had you that kills me.

I wish I had the guts to walk away from what we had.
But I can't because I know you wont come after me, and thats what hurts the most.

After I wake up from dreaming about you,
I have the biggest smile on my face.
Then it quickly fades away because I realize that it
was just a dream and you're not really mine anymore.

And so I would choose to be with you, if the choice were mine to make...
but you can make decisions too, and you decided we needed a break.
And because I convinced myself I love you, I let you go...
But I will be right here waiting, just to let you know.

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is
just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.
Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry.
Forget the times he spoke your name, remember now it's not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can.
Forget the times and don't pretend, remember now he's just your friend.

A million words would not bring you back,
I know because I've tried.
Neither would a million tears,
I know because I've cried.